Today, I suck at budgeting and fight against measuring my worth by how bad I am with money. Let's admit that, I'm only one bad day away from being flat on my back, we don't know how to deal with palpable sadness, this lie that the only acceptable face we can show is a happy one, 5 New Alternative Ways To Treat Depression Without Meds, What It's Like Inside The Psychological Purgatory of Depression, The Real Reason I Divorced My Depressed Husband. Just a 42yo transguy who wants to give you an internet hug, let you talk. 母親との対立、親友への報われない思い、居心地の悪い高校生活など、思春期の苛立ちは、募るばかり。 All rights reserved. It's a wonderfully simple truth hiding in plain view, which is that we don't always have to be OK, because we're magnificent even when we're broken. 現在、シーズン2まで配信されています。 ファイナル・スペシャルが、シーズン2第12話として収録され、シリーズとしては完結しています。 予告動画はこちら。 → センス8 予告編. Let's stop pretending we're doing OK when we're not. あの続きは？, 【追記：2020.8.22】 I have a somewhat similar experience with my wife who is not in favor of transition but nonetheless wants to be together. The poet Muriel Rukeyser once said, "What would happen if one woman told the truth about her life? I guess if you weren't me, this picture could look like a nightmare. I really do not know if it is really because of my financial resources (I make good money and have a good amount of other resources) or love. Let's be sad, or angry, or heartbroken. Because of that, I know that you are lovable! It sounds like you're in your first year or so of being out which is I think for many trans folx, a very hard and confusing time. I'm not OK, on this day, in this moment. I think my gf of on and off for 3 years doesn't want to be with me since I've started my transition but won't say it to me. Auto-suggest helps you quickly narrow down your search results by suggesting possible matches as you type. I'm not a chaser, just a 37 year old non-binary mtf trans person. So, no. Hang in there girl! © 2020 by Tango Media Corporation All Rights Reserved. So many of us are not even remotely OK today. Who will make me shift uncomfortably in my seat by making inappropriate remarks about shirtless men? アメコミ映画・ドラマの種類や、マーベルとDCの違いなど基本を解説！, ■Netflixマーベルドラマ Heavy emotions are isolating — we don't know how to deal with palpable sadness hanging off a person we love, we can't handle the anguish layered over their familiar features. Today, I made the call to have my sweet old dog put down. https://smarturl.it/IUsedToKnowHER Follow H.E.R. I'm not able to Authorize my Kobo Touch. ・・・あの後、どうなったんだろうなあ。（やっぱ気になる。笑）, ■Disney+おすすめラインナップ 今作で、再び共演。 Her back legs barely work anymore, and her bowel function is basically zero, so I have to clean up poop multiple times a day, every day. 80～90年代テイストな音楽の使い方も、すごくよかったですね。 また、各話が短く、話数も少ないので、気軽に楽しみやすいと思います。, 海外ドラマ「ノット・オーケー」は、Netflixオリジナルドラマで、現在シーズン1まで制作されています。 Neither would her mouth, hanging open with each long, slow, laborious breath. Let's admit that sometimes life is really f*cking unfair, that there are mountains and there are valleys, and that control over any of it is mostly an illusion. Let's stop holding back the oceans of tears right behind our eyes. Let's take every moment as it comes, strip off our pretense and skinny dip in authenticity. Sometimes she walks through it and trails it all over our bedroom. 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